Life Update!

Started my second year of college, how I feel about the changes in my blog, motivation, trying to do things and also dealing with myself at the same time maybe idk if that is too personal or what. I simultaneously feel like I have all the time in the world and I am also wasting it and there is no time to do everything I want at the same time like bruh.

Hello hello! It’s been a while since I did a life update, so I thought I’d do a short little post talking about how I’ve been and what’s going on with me. I’m going to be talking about college, my blog, and in general how I’ve been.

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College

I recently started my second year of college this past week, and that has been a lot of work. I know it’ll turn into more work as the year goes on, but I know that I can handle it. This year, I am taking an astronomy class, an English class that focuses entirely on Stephen King, a microeconomics class, and an information systems class.

I’m mostly excited about the Stephen King class, since I really like his work. We have to read 5 books and watch 5 movies by the beginning of December, so it’s a really fast paced class. I’ve also recently gotten back into reading more often, which makes it a lot easier.

During most of elementary school and all of middle school, I read a lot. I would be reading at least 3 books at any one time, and I would finish more than a book a week usually. High school kind of killed this hobby for me, since I had so much to do and just lost motivation for it. I’m super happy that I got back into it and I have definitely reclaimed my love of reading which is very exciting to me.

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Blog

As you all probably know, I’ve recently completely changed my whole blog around. I am not exclusively doing music content, with a little bit of van content sprinkled in when I have it. I did this so I could be consistent both with posting and my topics, which will hopefully help me increase viewers in the future.

So far, I am really enjoying writing about music all the time. I don’t really miss the other kinds of content I was making, mostly because I haven’t been making much art and the other content was not as fun to write about. I haven’t really noticed a change in viewership or anything like that, but I haven’t been doing it that long.

Even if my views don’t increase that much, I still think this is better than what I was doing before since I enjoy it more. It also gives me a good excuse to listen to and discover more music that I was before. I really love music and this is honestly a great way to do that.

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General

Recently, I haven’t been very motivated to do really anything, but in the past week I’ve been feeling a little better. I think I go through cycles of wanting to do things, and then not wanting to do a single thing. I really don’t like this and wish I could just be consistent, but I know I’m not a robot and I do what I can.

I usually feel, at the same time, that I am wasting too much time and don’t have enough time to do everything I want in my life and that I have all the time in the world and I don’t have to rush. I do think there’s a little truth to both of these statements, but feeling both all of the time is a really weird feeling that I do not like haha.

I know that eventually everything will work out in the end, and that I am very young and have a lot of time to do stuff. I just can’t help feeling like I’m wasting the years of my life when I have the most energy and motivation to do things. I know I don’t have to do everything I want in the next 10 years, but I do get worried sometimes. I know I’ll work through it though.

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Well that’s enough about me, how are you guys? Anything new in your guys’ lives? Let me know! If you have any comments, suggestions or questions, please leave a comment down below. I love reading comments from you guys and I respond to every single one.

Thank you all so much for reading my blog post! I think I will have four posts coming out next week, so I’m definitely looking forward to that. I apprecaite every single one of you and I’ll see you all in the next one!